I'm not complaining- because let's face it, I am one seriously blessed woman- but some days, this journey of being a warrior wife to my strong man is utterly, completely exhausting. And there are no breaks.
It's okay. We're great. I just get tired and miss my old life sometimes.
That's completely understandable. You've been so strong and positive throughout all this, it's ok to feel other things too.
ReplyDeleteAllow yourself to feel whatever it is you want to feel....it's a response to a traumatic, shook-up event...it's okay, girl! *hugs* <3
ReplyDeleteI'm a regular reader and infrequent commenter. Yes, you're blessed in many ways...but you should't berate yourself for feeling sad or frustrated sometimes. The fact is that you've been through a trauma - and you're still going through a trauma. It won't always be easy, and it's ok to feel what you're feeling.
ReplyDeleteDon't feel the need to explain yourself, you are more than allowed to feel that way. Doc and I haven't gone through even a fraction of what you have and I still feel that way sometimes.
ReplyDeleteYou're doing an amazing job and it's okay to take a moment and mourning everything that you've lost as well.
I greatly admire the way you have handled the curveball life has thrown at you. It's obvious that you and your husband are very much in love and a wonderful couple. You are doing so much right now that I hope at some point you are able to have a girls evening, or an afternoon alone, where you can just have a glass of wine and watch a movie, or go shopping. Something to catch a few hours of recharge time. Best of luck to you.
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